My fiance and I have been together for the past six years and are supposed to be getting married this summer. The problem is I'm not sure if I want to. I love him, but I dont feel that "lovey-dovey " in love feeling. I'm BORED OUT OF MY MIND and I feel like he doesn't understand my needs at all. Yes I've tried talking to him SEVERAL times about how I feel. Things change for a little while, then we always end up back at square one. I have cheated on him before and the grass REALLY WAS greener on the other side. I did fall in love with the other man that I cheated with, because he catered to my EVERY NEED. I ended the relationship because I knew it would hurt my kids if their dad and I separated. Now I feel as if I let go of "the one" and I'm stuck because of my kids. What should I do? I'm not happy, but I dont know how to let go, and I have over 15 years before my children are grown.