I'm a young mother of two from a previous marriage of ten years that has not quite ended. I still love my husband, but we are no longer together. The problem is, that I've fallen for someone else that unfortunately is married. He's still with his wife and seems happy. I have not really gone full fledge because I'm trying to respect the boundaries of marriage. I don't talk to him very much because I'm weening myself from him. Karma is what keeps me from going all in. But what do I do about the emotions that still linger? I didn't mean for this to happen, it just did. Now I make myself sick to the stomach trying to prevent from calling him. It hurts so bad.